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Registered: 05-07-2021
Messages: 175
Rating: 6
21-10-2021 13:30
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Hello everyone,

My name is Andy and I am new on here. I signed up for Reboot Nation
because this week I have finally acknowledged to myself that I have a
serious problem. It is a problem that I have struggled with for over
four years now since 2016. I came here for help and I sit here typing
all choked up with tears welling in my eyes. It is a problem that has
for brief moments given me a thrill and pleasure to be followed by a
never ending dread and anxiety that many times makes my heart hurt. I am
addicted to Camgirls. And this is my story.

It all started my senior year of college. It was December of 2016 and I
was taking a break from studying for finals week. I was alone in my dorm
as all my roommates were out. I was single so I didn't have a
girlfriend to visit so like all 21 year old males I went onto Pornhub to
relieve myself. As I was scrolling my curiosity got the better of me.
At the top of the Pornhub page I clicked on the tab that read in white
bold print, "LIVE CAMS." I had always noticed that tab every time I
logged onto Pornhub but in the past I ignored it. But that night I
decided to try something different. I clicked on the LIVE CAMS link and
was greeted with a plethora of women ranging in age from 18-50+ from all
over the world. All of them live on camera willing to do anything you
pleased. For a single 21 year old virgin I felt I hit the jackpot.

I picked out a young woman who on her profile said she was 19 and was
from Russia. She was blonde and damn I still remember she was beautiful.
This was my first time doing anything like this so a mixture of
excitement and foolishness raced through my mind. We entered an
exclusive chat session and we both masturbated together as I talked sexy
to her and she moaned and played with herself. It was weird and
thrilling to me and before I knew it I had capped out my maximum
spending limit of around $200! I forget the exact amount but it was
around that amount. I logged off thinking this was the first and the
only time I would do something like this. I thought it was one of those
things you try in college and move on. For others maybe but for me I had
just stepped foot into a deep rabbit hole.

Registered: 23-08-2021
Messages: 53
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21-10-2021 13:42
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Hey, Andy!

Registered: 05-10-2020
Messages: 192
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21-10-2021 13:43
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I had porn addiction, and it led to a psychotic break [fherehab.com], and I was getting worse and worse every day. And then I thought that I should focus not on sex, but on my affairs, which would give me pleasure and money. I saved up money for business and opened my own coffee company, and now my business is thriving because I have invested all my strength in it. I have hired the best employees I could find and paid them a decent salary. And I don't think about such problems anymore. I'm not interested in it. And when I managed to stop thinking about it, my life has improved, as well as my relationships with girls. By the way, don't watch pornography!
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